It's kind of funny making my first post in my blog more than a year since I make this blog. Actually, I just want to share something which I cannot share to others directly. This blog is like a customize journal so I think you will not find it useful but if yes, so be it.
My life seems to turn upside down since November, when my mom decided to make me stop studying due to financial problem. Actually, my grandpa had a severe disease in his lungs which, of course, was very costly. I said "had" because my grandpa died this February. Yes, I feel sad about my mom, about my relatives, and about my grandpa as well but I don't make them notice that I felt that way. I'm just being cold as they see me because I'm tired of crying for my beloved relatives who passed away. It hurts but I need to get used to it. Life goes on.
